Jenny亮的部落格

i came back to taiwan last week
everything for me is so strange the feeling i dont how to describe
just feel im not belone here anymore
even though i used to live here but now for me its totally different than before

i avoid speaking chinese except my family
when i open my eyes everyday the first thing is turn on my laptop 
try to look for my friends in nz
try to make call to contact with my friends in nz not in tw......
everyday just stay infront of laptop keep using internet.....didnt do anything
even go out ......or eat anything

besides, i  feel taiwanese food is too oily for me now.....
so i didnt eat a lot, have already lost weight for 2 kgs in tw
mm..........how come..........i dont know either.........

actually i know that even if i went back to nz
my friends will leave soon as well but why i still keep this kind of feeling
they said i got homesick......
but the home is not in tw ....... hm......suddenly i just realize that ......hm....kind of homesick
they worry about me........also my parents........mmm........

i think i just need time to get used to here again......
actually im not so worry about myself 
i just wanna do nothing stay in my room, thats all.......
i think i'll be fine.....i think.......